i was thinking what to put here, i was utterly mad for about 4 days since i left subang jaya, i’ve never imagine that my anger will lead me into this stuff, well better to write it down rather that keeping it, i might get burst for some bad witticism. i feel so tired and helpless for half month now and really cant find the way to relax, i can still feel the anguish of my heart for someone, its just that i cant help myself to hate that person everyday of my life, forgive me my Lord for saying such things, its better to close my eyes not to see you and keep my ears away from your dreadful mouth and keeping my mouth close not to say anything about you, its just so happen that i hate you, honestly i HATE YOU, hahaha, yah, i hate you, its a good thing that i have this kind of therapy, its good thing that i write it than letting it out of my mouth, of course ill not course you for letting me down in such a way of things that shouldn’t be.. i shouldn’t be writing coz im angry as chinese proverbs say; but in the other side its helping me to release my emotion to someone without any hesitation to write than telling anything at all..ive than enough, and the grace period has been reach its point and im done with it, enough is enough, dont make anything out of me, im done helping you out..i hate you, promise! MAMATAY MAN LAHAT NG ASO NG KAPITBAHAY NAMIN, you know WHY? coz your value is just like that..
